Just wanna put a bunch thinking on my mind now. I'm thinking about idealism and reality.. what the best should I choose? [still hope to find the best one *sigh*]
Actually... when I have passed the final exam at IPB [Bogor Agricultural University], I had ever made a perfect mindset though that I wouldn't do the job in one of private company moreover multinational companies in Jakarta. That statement ever I talked to someone. I have ideal plans of my future. I realize that all of my plan still raw :( although I still confident to do that all well.
I talked to my parents about all of my plans, but so many reasons that I had to think again twice or more about anything of my plans clearly and carefully. Then once time, I just looked at the TV, just a glance, I catched some messages when I was looking at the real face of my mom. There was the warm words said to me that I have to face the world by myself and prove sooner my love to her. Then I was choosing to make the other decision when I got the offering from my lecture due to the job as a project position in one of the big company in Indonesia.
Apparently, that's my reality which I must deal with it, kindly. [#force :p]. I considered my decision carefully due to all of my future, although I have still thought about it until now. I just keep my intention on the right path. I hope.
Yaaaaaahhhh.... anything happens in my life, I just hope, Allah hugs me always everywhere :3
----at my office when sesi sesi gabuuuut >.<------ i="">
